something or other~!

busy busy busy! im so looking forward to the holidays *o* ahhhh im going to read. bought 3 books from chapters thx to a gift card i got from jade-chan!

lets see...i got....

Kushiel's Dart <- very sexy book!
idle wild <- dark looking
the etched city <- also dark and bloody looking


if ne1 wants to read sure thang, i think these books are kinda ur taste jade-chan, uve gotten me into that kind of thing :P hahah

going to work soon! and going to be wraping gifts for quite some time. knowing it makes it better i think, i can mentally prepare myself and equip my fingertips with bandaids. if i can see the task ahead then it makes it much more bareable. only 4 days. no biggy. =)

yesterday was fun! this past week ive been so lax with school, maybe it's also influenced by when mark said FUCK SCHOOL! wat can they do anyway? hahaha so yeah, ah well, that's kinda always been my attitude ne way.

oooomg, i just thought, during the holidays i wanna go sleding - isnt that weird? wow, sleding, hafnt done that in ages. hahah...

winter winter~! wat will u uncover when spring arrives?

ait i guess i gotta go soon, so ill leave now


bai baiiii

and so...

not much to say that i haven't already...i wanted to write, but everytime i get close to it always goes away. it's like time is moving slower and im trying to keep my balance as i carefully side-step along the cliff face.

(too much gaming hahaha)

ah well, i'm here and i'm no where else...so here's wat ill handle. haha

man...i wish i could write, ive been completely neglecting it. *scratches head*


im sooo tired.

i just hope everyone is having happy holidays =)


^_^ and..btw, thx everyone for sat. it was rlly fun, it rlly was :D


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Hours Later:

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And despite myself I began to cry. It wasn't necessarily the whole truth of the matter, but the way the snow gently, fluidly, fell from the sky, a mock dance of a child on their decent to the cold earth. It wasn't even the fact that I knew there was no turning back, or that I knew there was nothing I could do - it was the moon that blazed in its white glory, making the snowflakes sparkle on their cold grave.

And even in the midst of it all I watched dumbly as you walked away. The cold bit at my bare fingers but I dared not move to even wave goodbye. As the streetlight swallowed you up into its sick yellow light, only to push you into darkness where not even the moon could follow, I allowed a single tear to freeze against my cheek.

And as I look up at the sky, I am greeted with a mouthfull of silence.


~Neige